Dreadful Death of My Maternal Grandfather! Must Read

Dear Hazrat! After listening to your lectures this truth revealed to me that what is the recompense of deeds/ retribution till then I have become more careful for my generations than me that they should not suffer due to my sins. Because in my maternal side, some old people have passed who tease the creation of Allah too much like my mother and my aunt told me that my grandfather had a habit of leering at his daughters immodestly and many people cursed him. He also became a source of breaking the homes of others due to which he died in a condition that he started eating his shit. When we tried to give him a bath his body started to separate, at last, we bind him in a cloth and put him in a grave. People told us that on his death no one of his relatives was there and people also told us that he misbehaved with his spiritual master which my uncle also confessed; my grandfather was cursed so much by the creation due to which his three children’s marriages failed out of five. One son died in an accident, the rest one daughter marriage was going fine but she never forgave her father and two daughters and a son got married twice from whom one is my mother. Their marriage relationships got failed twice and they suffered in poverty. I started doing Istighfar for my elders for years now and I got a little relaxed and understood this due to your lectures that Istighfar is not only for yourself but also a must-do for your past generations. I have a hope in Allah that he must have forgiven my grandfather, you also please pray for him. I got scared of writing and telling to others this incident of my grandfather but I just told this with an intention that it may become a lesson for someone. Because of this incident, I become worried for my next generation because it is an incident of my own home and I think that due to a grandfather his children destitute from many blessings, so I become scared of Allah for my generations and try to always do such actions which benefit my generations and me as well. That will be only possible if I will remain attached with Tasbeeh Khana, just pray for me that may Allah make me and my generations attached with Tasbeeh Khana forever, it might happen that because of any sin this connection might be separated.